- There's less of a feeling of challenge, cuz I know I can do this. I've done it four times already and "won" it every time. It feels kinda like been there, done that.
- I'm not excited about what I'm writing, even though it's something I've wanted to write since before I knew I wanted to be a writer. I can change gears and do something different, and I'm planning on it. But I'm not happy with my slow start.
- There are other things in life that seem more important right now. With everything that's going on, I'm having a tough time justifying writing 50,000 words of something nobody else will ever read. Is that really the best way to spend my life right now?
I DO really wanna write something, so I'll come up with something and I will hit 50K. I'm just not feeling it right now. Stay tuned.